...You want to talk, Sammy? How about talking about the fact that I ran my knife through the heart of that kitsune chick, and didn't feel one goddamned bad thing about it, even though her freaking kid saw me? That my only regret about it is that you're going to find out, and I'm staring to just count off the days until when?
How about the fact that this whole goddamned mess is my fault. And Osiris was right: It was all my fault. If I had never pulled you back into the game in the first goddamned place, this domino effect shit never would have happened. All because I was too frigging weak to be alone; too scared of it.
Let's talk about all the people that have died instead of me, or 'for' me, When I shouldn't be alive in the first goddamned place. The fact that I keep getting pulled back into the game when I'm out of it, and the fact I'm starting to do doubt that when I do die, whether it's this thing that kills me or some other fugly, someone or something else will drag me back to another mess to clear up, and I'll just be expected too just give my goddamned life, death, and the little, tiny chance I have for some goddamned rest. And the fact I probably will.
What about the sleepless nights for the both of us? the fact that I need a goddamned drink to function anymore because the hole in my chest is so damned big, I can't feel anything else these days? And the fact is that the supports I had to keep it from swallowing me whole are dying, breaking apart, or goddamned disappearing one by one, and even if that wasn't my fault - which we both know at the end of the day it is - there's still not a goddamned thing I can do except take a goddamned seat, take another damned drink, and watch the goddamned show.
Lets talk, Sam. Because I'm sure that'll all change with a few words and some crying into my cereal. Talking will make the world's problems go away, make you sane again, build Bobby's house the hell back up, and bring Cas back.
Let's talk.
He took the bottle out of his jacket, and opened it. maybe the answer lies at the bottom of this bottle. Or the liver disease that the scientists warn you about. Probably not. My bet's on this one being frigging empty, too.
"I said what I had to say after the trial and you stopped the execution."
....It didn't start out this long >.(\
How about the fact that this whole goddamned mess is my fault. And Osiris was right: It was all my fault. If I had never pulled you back into the game in the first goddamned place, this domino effect shit never would have happened. All because I was too frigging weak to be alone; too scared of it.
Let's talk about all the people that have died instead of me, or 'for' me, When I shouldn't be alive in the first goddamned place. The fact that I keep getting pulled back into the game when I'm out of it, and the fact I'm starting to do doubt that when I do die, whether it's this thing that kills me or some other fugly, someone or something else will drag me back to another mess to clear up, and I'll just be expected too just give my goddamned life, death, and the little, tiny chance I have for some goddamned rest. And the fact I probably will.
What about the sleepless nights for the both of us? the fact that I need a goddamned drink to function anymore because the hole in my chest is so damned big, I can't feel anything else these days? And the fact is that the supports I had to keep it from swallowing me whole are dying, breaking apart, or goddamned disappearing one by one, and even if that wasn't my fault - which we both know at the end of the day it is - there's still not a goddamned thing I can do except take a goddamned seat, take another damned drink, and watch the goddamned show.
Lets talk, Sam. Because I'm sure that'll all change with a few words and some crying into my cereal. Talking will make the world's problems go away, make you sane again, build Bobby's house the hell back up, and bring Cas back.
Let's talk.
He took the bottle out of his jacket, and opened it. maybe the answer lies at the bottom of this bottle. Or the liver disease that the scientists warn you about. Probably not. My bet's on this one being frigging empty, too.
"I said what I had to say after the trial and you stopped the execution."